Ungangibuzi ukuthi kwenzeke kanjani ukuba ngigcine ngimithiswe uThemba
kanti ngithandana noSipho.Lalela-ke uzolandiswa yimina.Kunjengoba wazi
ukuthi vele ngidumile ngokuziphatha kahle.Angithi sina
kubafana.Ngiyisibonelo uma kukhulunywa ngetshitshi,i'virgin' uqobo
lwalo.Abangane babafana nginabo futhi bangihlonipha kulokhu engiyikho.
Uma umfana engumngane wami bese engikhulumela ezothando ngimphoxa lapho
buphele ubungane.Izesheli zibuzwa kimina aze anyanye amanye
amantombazane athi ngiyazitshela.Vele kodwa khona ngiyazazi ukuthi
ngimuhle.
Yingakho ngincamela abafana ukuba babe ngabangani bami ngoba bona
abahlebi njengathi mantombazana.UThemba uyena mngani wami womfana
engimethemba kakhulu.Ngisho eklasini iminyaka emithathu besihlala
edeskini elilodwa.Senza amahomework ndawonye sivakashelana ngisho
emakhaya.Akusiyo inkinga uma ngifika kubo kaThemba engekho endlini
enkulu ngiye kwi 'backroom'alala kuyo sifike sihlale sidlale
umculo.Kufike nabangani bakhe abangabafana sihlale sixoxe noma ngasiphi
isihloko
UThemba uyena owazi zonke izimfihlo zami,ngisho zobuntombazane.Uma
nginesesheli esingiphazamisayo ngibikela yena.Uzosithembisa induku
umngani angibize ngengane yakubo yize singahlobene
nakancane.Ezihlakaniphile zithuma yena kimina ukuze zamukeleke.Uyazi
phela uThemba ngisho ngi'mensa' ungibona kahle ngimuzwe esethi,"Uyagula
namuhla mngani."Ngivele ngihleke ngithi,'Ya mngani."USipho ngithandana
naye ngiyaqala ngqa ukuba sothandweni.Futhi besivumelene ukuthi uzogcina
ubuntombi bami.
Osekungicasulile nokungilethe kumngani wami uThemba okwenziwe
uSipho."Uyazi mngani lento ingicasulile eyenziwe uSipho.Isivumelwano
sokugcina ubuntombi bami usephulile."ngimbikela."Phela uma nivumelene
ukunikana mngani kungathiwani?"ephendula."Bengingalindelanga mngani,buka
nje angikakahlanganisi ngisho u 20 years.Ubevele washintsha nje
sekuqumbe ibhulukwe lingaka."ngimchazela."Uma bewuzwa ubumnandi mngani
singathini thina?"Ngivele kuthi 'xhifi' kimina."Uyazi wenziwa ukungazi
ukuthi ubuhlungu ebengibuzwa laphaya abubekezeleleki.Futhi ngiyamangala
ukuthi abantu abaqomile bahlale bezwa leyantoLapho ubhuti wakhona
akahefuzeli khona.Uma ngikhala ngithi kubuhlungu yena uya'enjoya'akhale
athi kumnandi"Ngize ngamfuqa wayikhipha lento yakhe esengizwisile
ubuhlungu. "Ubenikwe uwena nje mngani."Vele kuthi xhifi ngithi lacu
sengihamba.Asukume uThemba angivimbe emnyango.Ngizame ukwedlula ngenkani
ame phambi kwami.Ngisondele angaqheli siye sithintane ne
ngemizimba.Amabele ami amile mpo amthinte esifubeni.Angibambe
ngemuva.Ngizwe izandla ezinemfudumalo nokungiduduza
engikudingayo.Ahlehle nami kancane aye angibeke phezu kombhede.Agaxe
ingalo yakhe ehlombe kimina ahlale eduze kwami.Akhulumele phansi
ngelipholile izwi."Ngiyaxolisa mngani bengingaqondile ukukuthukuthelisa
ngebengikukhuluma.Uyangixolela?"Nginqekuzise ikhanda ngivume.
"Ukuthi angifisi ukuphinde ngenze into engizwisa ubuhlungu."kuthì damu
umthwalo sengithole umuntu ozokungilalela."Mngani.you have to explore
and know your body.'' sekusho uThemba."Uqonde ukuthini
Themba?"esengidida nje umngani."Ngizakubonisa ngemvume yakho ukuze
wazi."ephendula."Ayi ngizo-ke ngibone mngani.Ngithi ngisadidekile
ngokushiwo uThemba afake isandla sakhe esikhaleni kwi 'blouse' athinte
amabele ami athe mpo.Adlalise izingono 'very gentle' ngeminwe.Ngizwe
kumnandi ukudlaliswa umuntu wesilisa ngalolu hlobo.Usangigaxile ngengalo
ngesinye isandla uyangidlalisa.Bese engiqaqa izinkinobho
ze'blouse'.Amabele ami asevele ama mpo ngezwa izingono sengathi
ziyaqina.
Awangenele umngani ngolimi ewamunya.Angikaze ngincelwe amabele selokhu
ngazalwa.Ngizwe umuzwa wobumnandi obusha kimina.Ngiqume,"Oooh
...Themba.'Sekuyimina omshintshisa ngamabele ngithi akancele
leli.Ungixake kodwa lomuzwa ngoba sengizwa ngifudumala.Ingquza yami
isimanzi.Futhi ngiyezwa akusiyo i'discharge'le.Ngithi ngisacabanga
ngalokhu ngizwe isandla sikaThemba singiphulula amahips
kamnandi.Asiphendul
e angidlalise amathanga ngaphakathi.Konke
kubemnandi.Usangimunya amabele.Ngiyabubula
kumnandi."Mmmh...mmmh..."Ngizwe isandla isandla somngani sesingithinta
isibumbu.Ngithi sengifuna ukuthi ayi bo avele asifake ngaphakathi
ephentini angithinte umsunu awuqhwebe kube sengathi uphuma ngaphandle
komsele wengquza.Maye babo!Kanti kumnandi kanje ukudlaliswa
umsunu.Ngivele ngikhale lapho ulimi emabeleni,isandla emsunwini.Afake
umunwe engquza bese ewugudlisa umsunu awugobise uye uthinte kwenye
indawo entofontofo ngasesinyeni.Ngikhale mina."Awu we...awu
we...mngani." 'Liyangiphazamisa".esho ehlisa iphenti lami.Ngivele ngizizwe sengathi
ngiyaphupha."Ngabe yimina lona owaziwa ngokuba i 'virgin'owehliswa
iphenti kalula kanje isethenjwa sakhe?"ngizibuza.Pho-ke lento
engiyifundiswa umngani imnandi,ayifani nale ka Sipho engihlukumezile.
Isiketi sami senyuke siveze onke amathanga."Liyangiphazamisa"esho
ekhumula ibhulukwe ne'under'.Asale nomthondo oqine ngqi
ukuqhanyelwa.Ungethuse umthondo ungikhumbuze ubuhlungu engibuzwiswe
uSipho.Ngikhonde,"Ayi ayi."Akhulumele phansi uThemba,"Angizukukwenza
lutho mngani,ngifuna uwubone uwazi umthondo womngani wakho."
Kuthi 'gidi' isibindi.Athathe isandla sami asibambise umthondo.Ngiwuzwe
ushisa.Ngiwuhlube ngiwuvule kusale ijwabu.Ngiphinde ngiwuvule ngiwuvale
umthondo womngani kaningana.Ngimuzwe ebubula,''Oooh...mngani"
Ngibuzwe buqine kakhulu ubungani bethu uma sesivezelana izimfihlo
ezinjena.Angijikise embhedeni imilenze yami ibe sembhedeni
kanyeneyakhe.Angivule amathanga naye eyakhe imilenze ayibeke embhedeni
sibhekane.Sihlale ngezinqe sisondelane.Ngiziphe isithuba sokuwubuka
umthondo nokuwudlalisa.
Angibambe ngemuva ezinqeni angisondeze.Ngizwe ukushisa komthondo
emathangeni."Ngabe uzongibhebha yini umngani?"ngizibuza."Ungangizwisi
ubuhlungu Themba."ngizincengela."Khululeka mngani."asho awuhlube
umthondo ijwabu lisale lodwa.Ijwabu alibeke emsunwini.Bese umsunu
awudlalise ngalo.Awuhlikihle awukitaze.Ngivele ngikhale ngimbambe
ngemuva.
"Awu Themba...awu mngani...kumnandi."Lapho igolo selimanzi
te.Ngiyayiqala into emnandi kanje kumnandi emsunwini kuze kudlikizele
umzimba wonke.Abuye awufake ngesihloko engquza awukhiphe awubuyisele
emsunwini ube manzi kwawona umthondo amanzi egolo.
"Ngizokukhombisa mngani ukuthi lidliwa kanjani itshitshi."kusho
uThemba.Ngiwuzwe umthondo ungena engquza.Kube'tight' lokhu okuhlangene
nobumnandi.Ingquza yami iwumunce wonke umthondo womngani,igolo
limanzi."Mmmh."siquma sobabili umthondo ushisa kamnandi egolo.Afende
umngani kuvele kubemnandi kanti bengithi ngilinde ubuhlungu.
Angiqinise ngemuva mina ngiyakhala."Awu Themba mngani waze wangizwisa
into emnandi...ye...ye...ye...aaawu."Ancike endlebeni ahlebe."Kambe yini
lokhu esikwenzayo mngani?"Ngiphendule,"Siyabhebhana mngani.Uyangibhebha
Themba."
"Asibone mngani ukuthi ubani ohlula omunye ngokufenda.1,2,3...go"Lapho
sibambane sifendane kube uwashiywa.Ngiyaqala nokufendana nomfana.Kube
mnandi lokhu okwedlulele.Ngizwe igolo likhala 'mf...mf...mf."Akhale
umngani."Awu lamnandi igolo lomngani...awu lamnandi igolo
letshitshi.Lisaphelele mngani uyiphethe ingquza."Mina lapho angisazizwa
nokuthi ngithini ubumnandi."Awu mngani kumnandi ukubhejwa,kodwa
ubungangibhebhi ngani sonke lesisikhathi.Elakho igolo ubumnandi obungaka
ngiyabuqala emhlabeni.."
Lapho sesiyakhala sobabili.Ngizwe igagasi engingalazi egolo umzimba
wonke kube sengathi ushokwe ugesi.Ngidlikizele umzimba wonke
ngilahlekelwe umqondo.Ngimnkonkoshele uThemba ngikhale wi izinyembezi
zobumnandi."Oooooooh...Kumnaaaaaaaandi!"Ngimuzwe uThemba ebhonga
okwenkomo."Nami sengiyachama mngani...Oooooooh...aaaaaaaaawuuuuu...!"
Uqine kakhulu umthondo.Kushise engquza...Ayikhona ukubhejwa
kumnandi,umthondo umnandi nesidoda sinokwakho eceleni.Ngisizwe kahle
uThemba engichamela.Sisodwa nje singikhalise.Kuvele kushise kamnandi
ngiqala pho nokuchanyelwa umfana.Ukukhala kwethu kube kukhulu kudume
indlu.Angene nezicabha umama kaThemba.Asikhiyile emnyango.Ngimbambe
ngimqinise uThemba phambi kukanina kumnandi.Uma u
thi mpiki umthondo
ukhafula isidoda sobabili sithi,"Yo mngani!Yo mngani!"Avele akhamise
umama kaThemba ngimuzwe ethi"Oh hhoo.. kanti niyabhebhana."